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Half Pain

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inspired by Bana's song

Half Pain by Bana
listen --> www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTDP-D…
(translated lyrics from animelyrics.com)

How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.

The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back

Fall into a light sleep,
It encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.

It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever

Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...

Fall into a light sleep,
On a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.

Fall into a light sleep,
It encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.



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The emotion that I wanted to portray is mainly half pain. Half sadness, half happiness.. Half courage, half content. If you wish for someone's happiness, you get this feeling of half-half. A little hint of regret for letting him go, a bit of contentment for giving him freedom, a pinch of sadness for losing someone special but since it's for his happiness and you love him to the extent that you would sacrifice something, you won't be selfish and be happy for his sake. *BS*
It takes courage to let go of something but just like the saying,
"when you love someone you gotta learn to let them go.." - Stevie B.
:iconmusicnotesplz:

but it's alright to be selfish too.. sometimes.. XD

feedbacks are very much appreciated.. :iconcocoloveplz:
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SeEun402's avatar
I love this! The eyes, the hair, the expression.